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[Nov. 16th, 2009|09:30 pm] |
; ever again,
J, long gonee. Pretty Boy, I MISS YOU! You'll never know how I feel again/ |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|10:13 am] |
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"Memories betray us" when Reality changes our hearts,
It's gonna be hard to pull through the 5 more weeks of attachments. For the past 4 weeks, I am sure most of us are already in a relaxed mode and now we got to switch back to fast pace. I felt weird when I was in the ward yesterday. It suddenly became my most familiar yet unknown work place. Everyone is back as a group, the more I'll feel weird. Helloo, people over there, I don't wanna get bullied. Some even got pissed off because of the position changed. Work is TOUGH, it's hard to pull through even one's mind set is so positive.
Honeymoon period is over, I'm starting to let go. Getting used to the time when you're not with me, always. Trusting everything you do for a reason. Love getting stronger? I ain't as bold as anyone out there but this is what you taught me to be. Being positive about things everyday, I swear it's hard. Sometimes, I even doubt the capability of myself. I can no longer hang in there anymore. No longger.
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